ahying

2009-11-09T16:59:00.002+08:00

i think there's a serious problem with your attitude. don't forget that when you are pointing your finger at another person, your other four fingers are pointing towards yourself. you should go and do some self-reflection or bang your head on the wall or something.

2009-08-03T09:33:00.006+08:00

haven't blogged in ages.

just ended my work at RP last fri. frankly speaking, i'm starting to miss the people there already. haha, but i don't miss the work there, only miss the people. because the work there is really really tiring. its not so much the physical tireness (we sit down the whole day), and its not the mental tireness i cannot stand. neither is it the strain on my eyes from staring at the excel spreadsheets whole day long. it is the heavy responsibility that i cannot tahan. its just too much responsibility for a 6.50 temp job. one mistake of yours and the managers from the other department will shoot an email to you and cc all the important people in the email. haha.

some photos :)

International Admissions Team!! from left to right, justin, daniel, priscilla, me, ai ting, our boss.

ORG temp staff!! from left to right, bernie, me, wee ter, ai ting, daniel, priscilla, clarence, justin, joey.

me, jezica (human document sorter, haha), ai ting.

my desk!!

i'm starting to miss the ban mian and watermelon juice from koufu foodcourt, taiwan delights and cai fan from lawn foodcourt, meeting rooms 2h and 2f, my lappy and everyone from ORG.

yay!! pizza hut for lunch later and ikea for dinner tonight. must enjoy the remaining one week of holidays, exercise hard and finish up my harry potter and the deathly hallows :)

2009-06-01T12:07:00.002+08:00

Monday - 25th May

went pitstop cafe (again) with val, ky and suk mun. haha, it was so fun. especially the Bladerdash game. i can still remember how stupid my answers are. my storyline for the movie "The Nasty Rabbit" was: the story about the grocery owner whose carrots kept disappearing. so lousy. haha. den after that we went for dinner at pizza hut :)

Saturday - 30th May

super hectic day. went tampines one with melissa to buy formal wear. in the end, she didn't buy anything, i was the one who bought. haha. i totally love my new dorothy perkins blue top. shall wear it to my next presentation :):) blue is my new favourite colour. then after that we bus-ed down to seng kang to play badminton with wen han and jun hao. my serving skills sucks. i think i have to admit that i'm really old le. i only played for slightly for more than 1 hr and when i reached home i was totally exhausted. my whole body ached like shit. haha, i really should exercise more. but it was really fun. no causualties, by the way. haha. then a few kids joined us to play but mellissa chased them away after a while. so funny. then the sweaty me left earlier cos i had an interview at bugis at 3.30 pm.

i'm super proud to say that i found the place quite easily. haha. my intincts brought me there. i was like, oh no, i think i'm lost. then when i looked up, there i was. haha. the interview was okay la, but whether i will get the job or not depends on today. strangely enough, the interview was conducted in chinese. and the funny thing was, because the interviewer saw me carrying the badminton rackets, he thought i'm a very sporty person who likes to play sports! haha. i think those who know me well should know that i seldom exercise, very very seldom.

*crosses my fingers*

2009-05-22T10:42:00.001+08:00

i'm such a poor thing. i'm 0.1 point away from my target GPA, and nobody wants to hire me!!!!!

haha, just joking. i just feel like complaining.

2009-04-30T10:47:00.006+08:00

it's good to know that my recruit express agent is working so hard for me :) went down to recruit express yesterday to fill in some forms. actually i dun see the point of filling in the forms cos all the things required to be filled in for the forms are in my resume, but well, nvm. told my agent my expected pay is $7.50 per hour, which i think is quite little (come on, we are undergraduates you know). but then she managed to convince me to lower my expectations to $7. okay so i accept lor.

then after that went to Pitstop Cafe with classmates to play games!! $5 only for 4 hours plus free flow drinks. and the service there is quite good. played many games, including Uno Stacko, Jenga, I'm the Boss, some Bang Bang game and a few other games. so fun!! haha. then halfway through, my agent called me and told me that she has a job that pays $6.50 per hour. after thinking it through for a while, i just accept lor, although the pay is really miserable. but this morning, she called me again and told me that she has another job that pays $7 per hour! yay! it's good to have a hardworking agent. anyway, the duties of agents are fiduciary by nature so they are required to act in good faith, isn't it. haha. must act in the interests of the principal i.e. me :):)

anyway, finished watching 我的亿万面包 le. so nice!!

2009-04-22T14:18:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO. MY EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!

21st April marks the end of our exams and year 1. i felt really happy doing my FM paper yesterday partly because it wasn't as difficult as i thought it would be and the other reason is that i know i can finally really take a break in less than 2 hours time.

after that, went to JP to eat Ajisen with my classmates. ordered Beef Ramen. not nice at all de. i only ate less than 1/3 of the ramen. nobody could finish their ramen too, except for jia he. haiz, should have ordered tom yam ramen instead. then the lemon tea tasted like lime juice, so sour. but the tofu was nice though.

then after that went to the Cathay, cos they want to queue for Ben and Jerry free cone ice cream. but the queue was way too long; it extends from the second level to the third level. saw a lot of super free jc and secondary sch students who have nothing better to do queuing up. even though i have all the time in the world, i wouldn't want to queue 2 hours for a free cone, i'll rather go buy myself.

then we went to PS to watch movie. we couldn't really decide on what to watch - Revoluntionary Road, 17 Again or Knowing. but in the end we settled for Knowing. haha. it's quite a nice Astro movie with some disturbing scenes inside, but overall i think it's okay cos i like disturbing movies (except for horror movies). but 2 of my classmates are like curling up on their seats and sinking further and further down. in the middle of the show, i felt a little bad for dragging them to watch this movie. haha. yup, then after that we went to eat ice cream and pasta mania (i seem to be eating a lot yesterday), then went home and WATCH TV!! i'm like so seriously deprived of tv can. even when i watch my 10 pm show i'm like reading my lec notes while watching.

dunno when i should send out my resume. cos send earlier means start work earlier. i haven't sort out my life yet, so i think not so soon. but i'm looking forward to work cos i never experience office work before and i can finally put what i've learnt in class to use. i dun mind writing journal entries and preparing T-accounts all day.

2009-03-21T16:00:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling slightly/super pissed off now, so i need to let it out somewhere. i just want to say that, i have never seen such a lazy person like u before in my life. that's all i have to say. full stop.

2009-02-17T17:22:00.004+08:00

yes. time for my once in a month update.

now i see a 2 in the tens place of my age. very soon, it will be 3,4,5 ... and finally 10. i suddenly feel so old. spend the day with val, ky, suk mun and van. thanks for celebrating with me!! and thanks to all those who sms-ed me to wish me happy birthday. i made a conscious effort to thank every single one of them via sms cos i seriously think that it's rude that someone takes 10 seconds to craft a message and then there's no return.

and thanks to melissa, doreen, monica, zoe, jun hao, jia he and wen han for the BANANA bedroom slippers and the BANANA wallet. that's too much dietary fibre for one day, isn't it? haha. and thanks to jia he, jun hao and wen han for the sunflower. it's still alive, although i haven changed the water yet. haha.

and thanks to the girls for the bag. sorry that u all had to pei me to cine just to change it and u all need to forgo the $x, which somebody simply refuses to tell me.

arr this holidays got so many things to do!! dunno whether can finish or not.

AA101: report, presentation
AB107: case study, presentation
AB113: presentation
AB102: quiz,report
CBC801: quiz - the snow-balled stack of lec notes. okay its not exactly a stack. haha.

holiday = no holiday.

2009-01-18T19:28:00.004+08:00

happy birthday jay chou !!! :D:D:D

okay. let's blog about school. school has already started for 2 weeks, sort of got orientated back to school life already. i love my timetable for this semester cos it's short and packed. and if i pon my elective lec every wed, i can go home really early on mon and wed. i'm so bad right. haha. but i promise i will go for at least 3 lectures.

and finally switched my IT class to 00707, thanks to jun hao who informed me when he saw a vacancy there. yay. i thought i was going to die alone in 00708, although there are a few people i know from our ob class last sem. the instructor in 00707 is so strict la. one of his rules are "if u want to sleep - go to bed". and when he saw me smsing, he was practically staring at me. i'm so glad i managed to switch out of his class. and no more ego dinosaur! woo hoo. dun need to see his face again. haha.

oh, and i finally started volunteering at the girls' home. went there 4 times already. each of us is attached to 2 girls. it was okay la, basically we talk to them, play games with them and give them tuition. although sometimes i feel really lazy to drag myself out on saturday. but well, since i've already choosen this CCA, i shall stay committed to it for at least 1 year.

chinese new year next week. oh no. after 19 years of chinese new year, i'm really super sick of it. every year, we visit the same houses, eat the same things, get the same amount of hongbao money, people ask u the same questions, people make the same superficial conversation. it gets really irritating. so i told my mum, this year, i'm only going visiting on the first day, second day i'm going to rot at home with my sis and watch tv. i swear when i become financially stable 2 years later, i would not go house-visiting on chinese new year anymore.

2008-12-19T11:20:00.002+08:00

MIA-ed for so long. haha.

finished watching lan qiu huo yesterday. it's a drama that is worth watching and i'm glad i didn't give up during the first few episodes cos it's a little boring at first. but after the third episode, i just can't stop watching it. haha. i also liked the ending of the show, although it's bit like hanging in the air and W died.haiz, in all the dramas that i have watched, the good people always have to die in the end.

went kbox with val, ky and jason on wednesday. haha. and we bumped into mandy chua and her husband there. haha. we seem to be always meeting teachers from NJ's bio department. they must be thinking that we are stalking them. sang and sang and we refused to leave until 6, although we are supposed to leave at 5. haha. throughout the entire 4 hours, i only picked jay chou songs and sang finish all the sing-able jay chou songs. omg, my english is getting worse and worse.

finished fa zhen 2 and lan qiu huo already. dunno what i shld watch next. we still have 2 weeks of hols left so i shld have time for at least 1 more drama.

2008-11-11T09:24:00.002+08:00

liying needs to exhibit more self-control. i hate exam periods, especially after not studying for so long. and my stupid sis is finishing her O's today and telling me she wants to rent this and that dvd. grrr.

anyway, it's only 3 more weeks and 4 tiny papers. i'll survive it. till then, u probably wun see me blogging or online cos i'll be mugging my eyes away.

p.s after watching fa zhen xian feng, i really feel so motivated to take up forensic science, maybe even minor in it if there's such a minor. cos forensic science is so cool. haha.

2008-10-21T19:31:00.002+08:00

yay!! ob's finally over. so happpy. now i only have 3 days week.

first time wearing blazar. haha. from left to right: Firdaus, me, Jun Li, Silk Hui, Woon Howe
yeah. Genie rocks.
this time round, mr arnie's inside too! he's the best OB tutor man, always so entertaining and animated.
one last photo.

2008-10-14T20:55:00.003+08:00

last week was one hectic week and i'm glad it's gone cos now we can all breathe easier. yay. and i'm happy cos i din screw up my oral assessment like i did during the J1 PW trial run cos the presentation was recorded. actually i was feeling damn nervous since i'm like the second last to present. haha. i managed to appear quite calm. i guess the formal clothes and heels made me feel more confident. but i kept playing with my right heel, haha.

3 more presentations to go. jia you jia you jia you!!

and next mon would be our last ob seminar, which makes me feel really really happy. ohya. i still need to go get my blazar cos that ego dinasaur wants us to wear. haha. i know i'm damn bad, but he's not better also. "sorry guys, i wun be eating with u cos i just ate a $65 lunch." big deal. "oh, u mean that short guy? no la, i dun mean he's short, just that his face looks funny." that's just how kind he is.

2008-10-04T20:24:00.003+08:00

liying is a happy girl today.

went to eat seoul garden with van, ky, val, suk mun, gc at bugis. and we, maybe just me, ate like a pig haha. kept on bbq-ing the meat and everything. yeah. and van came back. she's still the same, haven change a bit. but she's flying back tonight. the next time we see her will be 3 months later.

and went to buy my formal clothes. thanks val and ky for walking around wistma and taka with me. bought a long-sleeve from osmose at a really cheap price. only $16 cos there's 50% discount. haha. den went to G2000 at J8 to buy my skirt and my heels at charles and keith. and i like my heels cos it's not too high and it's pointy. haha. can hide my long toes. man, spent $96 on my formal wear today. actually not a lot la, cos i bought 3 things. but half my $180 tuition pay gone liao.

yeah. back to product life cycle ...

2008-09-29T09:52:00.003+08:00

i enjoyed my 1 week hols even though i was plagued with tutorials and OB. but my hols is ending in like 4.5 hours time. cos i will be sitting at seminar room 2 four hours straight for OB. man, OB really rock my life.

once today starts, the whole cycle will begin again. chionging tut during weekends, chionging projects during weekdays till after midnight and weekends. and gosh, there's so many deadlines to meet. OB report to be handed in next mon, oral assessment next wed, BreadTalk presentation next thurs. i'll be a walking zombie by the end of next week.

but nevertheless, life's always good to me cos i've seoul garden with val and ky this sat, survivor this fri and my dear jay chou's album coming out next thurs to look forward to.

life's not bad after all. i just need to endure for another 2 years plus and it'll be over.

2008-09-26T19:26:00.005+08:00

goh liying needs to stop spending money.

spent damn lot this week. bought a new bag, new thumbdrive, new shorts, pre-ordered jay chou album =)=)=), went out.

but the second last item is a necessity. so spending on it is highly justifiable. i don't care about what others say, about how people say his music is getting from bad to worse. the only thing i know is, every time this year, i will get excited all over again, pre-order his album faithfully from j8 sembawang music store, get the album, memorize the lyrics. yes, that's how crazy i am, and that's what i have been doing for the past 6 years.

and i got this really cool rubik's cube =)

and there's finally something i can look forward to on fri, cos there's survivor!! haha.

2008-09-19T10:25:00.003+08:00

yeah. it's finally the hols. and i can't wait for next mon. i will stick my ear to the radio from 8.30 am onwards cos they will be playing jay chou's new song dao4 xiang1 !! haha. i'm so excited cos from the title of the song, i know it will be a great song.

anyway, many meetups coming up:
tonight: np girls gathering
saturday: mama mia with tut class
tuesday: s23 class gathering

woo hoo. finally can take a break, although it's just a short break and there are so many projects to complete. time to recharge to prepare to chiong again when school restarts.

2008-09-10T22:24:00.003+08:00

my OB article arena's finally over, after some crackings and mendings of the cracks. and phew. arnold says he will give us either a B+ or a A-. one assessed presentation done, tons more to come. 1 stats case study presentation next tues if ah tiong chooses our group and 1 marketing presentation next thurs.

man, my life now really revolves around doing projects, projects and more projects. at some points in time, i would really wonder to myself if taking accountancy is really the right choice for me. especially when i stare at the chunk of words and numbers in that stupid stats book. then i will pull myself back into reality and tell myself that it's too late to regret. i'm not saying that i regretted my choice, just feel overwhelmed by the things that i dun expect.

but well, life has been pretty good for me. cos i'm always given second chances. like getting into a really good tutorial class where everybody has the drive to bond such that i have people to hang around with in sch despite the fact that i stay in hall 17.

2008-09-04T23:40:00.001+08:00

i wish i have 48 hours a day.

2008-08-22T10:32:00.002+08:00

it's only the 3rd week of uni, and i'm already feeling the stress. so i'm quite glad that i dun have school today so that i can sleep late, recharge a little and do the pile of tutorials and read the assigned readings and textbooks.

have been going to school early and going home damn late everyday this week cos of wsc interview, projects and meet-ups. i can't imagine what will happen when cca kicks in. anyway, i got into youth for wsc, which is the boys home and girls home one. chose youth eventually instead of id cos if i get into boys, i can finish my cca and everything during the weekdays so that i can chiong tutorials, projects and tuition during the weekends. also, i think that it will be quite a challengineg committee to be in.

ok, back to my cover letter and resume ...

2008-08-16T21:01:00.003+08:00

2 weeks of uni have passed. have been busy trying to get back to the studying mood after letting my brain rot for 8 months, buying textbooks, printing notes, getting into project groups, deciding which cca to join and trying to make new friends.

actually the people in my tutorial class are nice and there are 4 njcians excluding me, 2 guys and 2 girls. to be positive, i'm socialising and making new friends. to be negative, we are all just trying to make some shallow and superficial conversation. haha.

2008-08-03T15:21:00.002+08:00

why are there so many people online 18 hours before D-day? no, i don't mean Derrick's day. but actually i think he has quite a lot of potential, much more than JJ if groomed well.

anyway, i'm a super duper happy girl right now, cos 2 of my tut classes are exactly the same as doreen's!!!!!!!!! woo hoo. at least i wouldn't have to endure the 4 hours seminar on monday alone. and we are in the same lectures. my econs class is only one class away from hers also. haha.

i hope tmr turns out nice.

now i feel so overwhelmed about the chunks of notes that i can't think or blog coherently.

2008-07-27T19:57:00.002+08:00

i think i'm suffering from pre-school depression. haha. just joking. i just don't feel like studying yet. but for some reason, i actually feel glad that NBS is organising a one-day orientation for us to get to know our tutorial class on day 1 of school. see, i'm that desperate. cos i don't want to go for lectures and tutorials alone. i know i'll die alone.

2008-07-21T09:51:00.002+08:00

my mummy flew off to hk a while ago. no mummy for 5 days. haha. hope she can help me get my pretty converse sneakers.

i will have so many things to do now that my mummy's not at home. like buying dinner for the whole family everyday, buying bread everyday, ironing and folding the clothes (luckily i don't need to wash the clothes), sweep and mop the floor, ensure that my sis doesn't go bad and comes home before 7 everyday. and the list goes on.

uni's starting real soon and to be honest, i'm not really looking forward to it. i would rather snap back to the horrible times when we were mugging hard for our A levels. but don't worry, i'll adjust this mindset before 4th august. but i really hope that i can get into a nice tutorial class, hopefully with at least 1 familiar person around. anyway, i've checked and i think i only need to attend 20 hours of school per week. so on average that would mean only 4 hours a day. but i do hope i can get some days off.

found a new, lucrative (oops, i mean promising) tuition assignment at yishun which pays me $25 per hour. so if everything goes well, i'll have additional $300 to spend each month. woo hoo.

2008-07-15T11:43:00.002+08:00

watched hancock with mei ping, pei rou, shi yun and seela yesterday. i think it's an ok show. the front part is quite funny but the ending is sort of expected. then before the movie we went to some nebo cafe to eat and chat. actually the deserts there are quite nice and there's this desert called "dentist disaster" which i'm tempted to order but didn't in the end cos i hate going to the dentist. haha.

after the movie we went to fish and co for dinner. and due to increasing oil prices, the prices of the set meals all increased and we all have no soup! cos apparently, they use petrol to fry the fish. haha.

as shiyun puts it, she feels bad taking money from her parents at the age of 18. which i totally agree. i want to find one more tuition assignment!! i'm now regretting the decision i made a month ago to reject one assignment that pays $20 per hour and it's only once a week.

anyway, i'm like super broke now. cos no work = no income = dig into savings = have to save money. and i finished spending my $180 tuition pay in like 2 weeks. don't ask me how i did it cos the money just disappeared. haha. but there are so many nice movies coming up that i want to watch. like The Dark Knight and Mummy 3.

my poor sis grinded away 3 of her fingernails just now during her D&T lesson. and her shoes are all bloody. omg. i wonder what her teachers are doing during the lessons. because how can they just allow their students to use those dangerous machines without close supervision? now i sound like some kiasu mommy. but i think it's really super dangerous. what if it's not the fingernails that are broken but the fingers that are chopped off? furthermore she needs to go for daily dressings at the clinic. me going to complain to the school. haha. just joking.

2008-07-06T12:32:00.001+08:00

yeah man yeah man yeah man. hahahaha.

2008-07-03T10:47:00.002+08:00

my thighs are aching real bad. haha. i guess the two thighs that i ate yesterday didn't really help to yi xing bu xing.

ended my work on mon. and therefore i want to blog a little about it, so that years down the road, i can read this entry again and reminisce. the 6.5 months working at nuh had been both tiring and rewarding. tiring cos there's always so much to do and so many changes every few days and rewarding cos i learnt many new things and met many people from all walks of life. and i finally learnt how to use the fax machine. yeah. call me slowpoke.

on mon, everybody was very nice to me. they gave me a pretty metal box and i like it cos it has red patterns on it. RED IS HOT. went to nus for lunch with my colleagues. i think that's probably my last lunch with them. they wanted to treat me but i refused. haha.

thank you to all the staff at clinic c: ying qi, xi zhi, pei jun, esther, yahui, jennifer, serene, soh koon, leh lin, prema, jasmine, adelyn, faridah, vijay, sow kim, lay kim, priscillia, agnes, lynette, yen ein. and all the doctors i have worked with:

• the super friendly guy who insisted on buying me mr bean cos it's my last day. and this guy is so damn charismatic and i like the smell of his perfume. too bad he's married with a daughter.

• the nicest prof in surgery department who always chats with me

• another nice prof but he doesn't know how to use the computer

• the not so friendly and in fact very stuck up prof who believes that everyone is in awe of him

• the guy who always call me xiao mei mei

• the guy who used to have jerry yan hair and asked me for a lollipop, cos i gave one to some kid. me and jennifer were laughing so hard when he suddenly snipped off his shoulder-length jerry yan hair one day.

• and how can i forget the prof who loves to dig patients' anus

• the super slow one. he always reduce my lunch time to only 30 minutes.

• that man who always asks people to make chinese tea for him

• that lady who always seem like she's rushing for an aeroplane

• the lady who made me run up and down and all over the hospital to look for one patient's file

• the poor guy who's always sleep-deprived for working many hours without sleeping

• the guy who blogs about soccer and posts videos of soccer matches on his blog in between consulations

and of cos many many more.

***************

send off van and mon yesterday.

and this somebody told me not to tell other people that she cried. actually she didn't cry la. her eyes pain only, hor? haha.

and we ate at Popeyes at T3. the chicken is not as oily as KFC's ones but the size is smaller. but it's super super nice. yummy yummy. though i would prefer KFC's mash potato.

2008-06-28T12:21:00.006+08:00

just finished vacumning and mopping the floor. now the whole house feels so clean and i feel exercis-ed.

anyway, mahjong with val, sukie and ky at ky's house was FUN!! haha. although i think i only mastered like 40 % of all the tatics. but in the end i managed to win some money though not a lot. poor val lost some money, and a substantiable ( nope, substantial, i mean. mr ducro says there's no such word in the human dictionary) sum of money to my 5 "fan". after this exciting win, the rest of my wins are all boring wins.

yeah man people, lets play mahjong again.

2008-06-27T09:39:00.002+08:00

deleted my previous post. haha. don't ask me why. i just felt like deleting it.

anyway, i have already submitted my applicated form for FOC. so now i will leave it to the beings above to decide if i shall go. but five days camp is so troublesome. cos i will need to pack so many clothes and stuff. and i can't watch my tv!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nope. tues is not my last day of work. my last day of work is this coming mon. so 30/06/08 will signify the start of my freedom over time and the end of my financial freedom. sob sob sob ... actually i still have my tuition income coming in. haha. actually i'm still considering if i should find one more tuition assignment on sat. but i guess that will have to wait until i get my timetable.

later going to ky's house to play mahjong. yay yay!! although i think i forgot how to play already. haha. should i go and bath?? but i want to play my yahoo pool ...

2008-06-09T15:29:00.002+08:00

hees. now i'm shaking my legs slacking in my room cos my clinic ended already. woo hoo. man, i need to rot and pretend to be busy until 6 pm.

anyway, went for sakae buffet last fri after work with my sis. cos she said i had been working for so long den never treat her. because i went after work, and it was already 3 plus when we reached there, i was damn damn hungry. my sis was damn hungry too, cos she had been waiting for me since 12 pm. haha. and so both of us ate like there's no tomorrow. let's see ... i think, we ate
8 plates of gyoza
2 plates of toufu
3 plates of kani tempura
3 big plates of fried salmon
1 chawamoshi
1 plate of sotong balls
2 plates of crab meat sushi
1 plate of round round sushi
2 plates of something else which i had forgotten
2 servings of mochi ice cream
2 servings of watermelon

haha. i think that's a lot. after that we went to buy my back to school essentials. and i bought a red notebook and a pink pocket file!! so nice can.

then we went to amk hub to shop around for my father's pressie for father's day. and we bought a super sleek and cool wallet from Goldlion. woo hoo. i'm sure my father will like it. but it's a bit ex, so it burned a page of my bank book (haha. joking) somemore my sis is like forever broke so i paid for the wallet. in fact, i paid for all the day's expenses, which amounted to more than 100 bucks. shall upload a picture of the wallet tomorrow. this computer has no bluetooth. haha.

man, after typing for so long it's only 3.40 pm. ahhhh. 2 hours 20 minutes more to end of work :(

2008-05-31T14:09:00.002+08:00

who says i don't update? haha.

the four of us - me, van, val, kai yun, went shopping yesterday, since it's the GSS. but in the end, none of us bought anything except for van who bought a $249 coat. anyway, we ate at fish and co @ wheelock place. all of us ordered the same thing - the BEST fish and chips in town. hey, no joke ok, because it's supposed to be the BEST, although it tastes normal only.

after that, we went to far east but sadly enough, the things there are all so ugly. GSS makes things worse, i guess. it just gives the shops a chance to clear away their old and ugly stocks. this shouldn't be the case right? for it to be a REAL GSS, those shops should bring in new stocks and sell them at discounted prices.

then we proceeeded to wistma for starbucks. and so the four of us sat there to chat again. mocha frapucinno is great, just that i can't sleep until 1 am last night.

i want to go for some REAL shoppping!!!!!

haha. anyway, i have officially decided not to stay in the hostel anymore because:
1. the $350 every month can be put to better use.
2. i don't want to stay in NTU 24/5.
3. the rooms are small and stuffy.
4. i don't want to wash my own clothes.
5. i have werid sleeping habits that may scare my room mate away. i grind my teeth when i sleep and sometimes when the phone vibrates, i will jump up suddenly like a jack-rabbit, freaking my sis out.
6. singapore is not exactly that big. it only takes one and a half hour at most to travel from one end of the island to the other end.

yeah. congratulate me on my firm decision.

2008-05-22T17:16:00.000+08:00

what a co-incidence.

thank you for letting me know how important i am.

2008-05-16T09:58:00.003+08:00

hees. sorry for not updating for so long. have been quite busy these few weeks with work, tuition, going out and of cos online shopping. haha. online shopping is so so fun. you can do it anytime, anywhere. and the clothes from taiwan are so nice. haha. my only complain is that the clothes take a damn damn long time to arrive. my hoodie should arrive either next week or next next week.

anyway, i will officially end my contract with NUH on 30th june. cos i feel that i need to take a one month break before uni starts. i miss those days when i can just rot away at home and wake up at 10 am. haha.

yeah. going for seoul garden with ky, val and suk mun later!! haha. after that i will go home smelling like bbq chicken.

2008-04-27T20:44:00.002+08:00

no wonder i was feeling so so so tired and lethargic these few days cos all these are actually symptoms of fever. but technically, i didn't really have a fever cos the highest temperature i had was 37.5 degree celcius. but i still feel terrible inside.

but yes, i finally fell sick on fri and sat. and i almost blacked out at the hawker centre near my house. i was in the queue when i suddenly felt really weak and there was a weird churning feeling in my stomach. i know that i will throw up any minute so i went home immediately without buying my lunch.

so i went home, drank a cup of hot milo and went to sleep. luckily, i felt much better when i woke up. i thought i was going to die man. but maybe it was because of overdose of medicine because i took one panadol and 2 fever tablets (expired). haha.

anyway anyway anyway, who else is going into ntu acc????? hahaha.

anyway, online shopping is quite fun. haha. i just bought a blue checkered bf shirt for only $15. haha. so cheap. cos outside sells them at about $29.90. woo hoo.

2008-04-25T16:19:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging for so long.

anyway, NTU ACCOUNTANCY ACCEPTED ME!!!! haha.

shit. i think i lost my ability to write.

i think my brain is asleep already. bye. maybe i'll post a longer and more coherent entry when i wake up later.

2008-04-11T19:56:00.002+08:00

yeah. new song by jay chou for the 2008 olympics. song written by jay chou+lyrics by vincent = perfect combination. THIS SONG IS SO DAMN NICE!!!!!! haha, everyone should go and listen to this song.

but initially jay wanted to write both the song and lyrics by himself to show his pride for the hosting of the Olympics by china. in the end, he felt that he couldn't bring out the FEEL and thus had to sought help from his best partner, who changed the lyrics more than 10 times to get the correct FEEL. that's why the lyrics above is not very accurate but that's the only version i can find right now on the net.

I LOVE U JAY CHOU!!!

2008-04-07T15:50:00.002+08:00

3 reasons why i'm HAPPY today:
1. i've got a new reddish-pink blog skin which i totally LOVE (yes, red is one of my favourite colours)
2. i'm working half day today
3. i'm going to start giving tuition to a pri5 boy/girl tmr!!!!!!

haha. actually to be honest, i'm really excited about giving tuition, though i have heard some "horror" stories about naughty tutees from my friends. but i think naughty kids are cuter than quiet ones.

2008-04-06T14:30:00.003+08:00

haven been updating for so long. cos nothing much happened. my life isn't that happening nowadays.

anyway, i went for some psychometric assessment yesterday for the AGD scholarship. and i think i'm going to fail the test like shit. cos for the basic arithmetic section, we were given only 30 minutes to do 33 questions. no doubt they were simple math, but no calculators are allowed and the questions were all phrased in a very unfeeling and mechanical manner, making the questions extremely hard to comprehend. in the end i think i only completed 15 questions. but it's ok. cos i'm only playing with luck. it's just like buying 4D or Toto. the probability of winning is less than 1 %. but people still queue up to buy every wed, sat and sun.

then there was another section that testes on your abilities to see patterns. the earlier questions are rather easy but as i went on, the questions got harder and harder, until i cannot identify any more patterns. so i just anyhow shade the options. the lingustic section was slightly better, but like the basic arithmetic section, the passages were so cold and robotic.

enough about scholarships. if nothing goes wrong, i'll be starting to give tuition this tues at admiralty. i know nothing about my tutee yet (whether he/she is cute or naughty), but i do hope i can get this assignment. the fees are quite acceptable also. $15 per hour. yay!!! i'm going to be rich. haha.

2008-03-22T13:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a great day cos we had our first np gathering in 2 years.

went to watch orphanage with cally, mei ping and doreen first at yishun gv. haha. that was my first horror movie in 2 years ok. so i feel quite accomplished, because if i'm not wrong, my last horror movie was Reincarnation, when i was in j1. but actually the movie is not really scary, only a few gruesome scenes. the movie had a pretty good storyline too.

after that, we went amk hub to walk walk around. then the guys came and we went pizza hut for dinner. ordered 4 sets of the italian meal. haha.

it was quite a nice gathering cos we seldom have the opportunity to sit down together and talk, especially during the 2 horrible jc years. but the guys and girls are still pretty much segregated, just like before. nevertheless, i'm glad that the np bond is still there. i guess all the trainings, drill sessions and scolding sessions together made us closer, even up to today. after dinner we went to the playground opposite pizza hut to sit down and talk.

then i realised that everyone is working so productively. because they are all taking more than one job, some even three. that made me feel super slack. because i think that it's not the amount of money earned that's important. it's the spending of our free time more productively that's more important. so, i have decided to take up a second job - tutoring. anyone has cute primary school cousins who want tuition? haha.

2008-03-16T21:09:00.002+08:00

Temp Admin Asst (Accounts Dept)
Salary: Hourly
-Work under Accounts department and assist in various administrative and simple accounting duties
-Data entry
-Matching invoices
-Assist in processing of cheques, vouchers, claims
-Filing and sorting of documents
-Assist in ad hoc duties
-Min O/ A level/ Diploma, students able to commit till end June/ early July are welcomed
-Some administrative experience
-Careful with numbers, diligent, and able to commit for overtime 1-3 times a week
-Proficient in MS Office (Words, Excel)
-5 days, 8.45am - 5.45pm, 2 way transport provided - pickup at Jurong East MRT

isn't this tempting?

i tell u, i'm giving that damn place another 3 weeks. if they are still making me work these bloody hours, i'm going to QUIT!!! they make me work only 44 hours last 2 weeks ok. if the 2 perm staff leave and this continues, then .. bye bye.

2008-03-09T14:20:00.003+08:00

went to the ntu open house with mei ping, pei rou and wai kuan. and i'm glad i went cos if not i would most probably have made the wrong decision. SO, i have finally finally made my final decision. i shall be applying for bachelor in accountancy in ntu, instead of the double degree which i initially was very tempted to take. because after talking to the professor ( i believe that he's one), i feel that what he said made a lot of sense. according to him, having a double degree will not give you an edge over others because after employers employ you, they still need to train you from the start even though you may have impressive honours. haha. so he said, why waste one more year studying or an additional degree when you can spend the one year accumulating working experience and after that you can take up masters if you want to. because after all, a masters will definitely be better than a double degree. just like how a jc cert will be better than 2 o level certs. haha.

should i stay in a hostel or not?

anyway, i really want to express my gratitute towards mr ducro. because i know that throughout the 1 yr i was in his class, i was a total leech who made no contributions to the class at all. for one, i nv spoke up in his class. and i always rush to his class the moment the bell rings, because i want to be sitting in the back row. haha. but i know that mr ducro will nv read this, unless he decides to google his name one fine day.

but nevertheless, THANK YOU MR DUCRO!!!

2008-03-03T15:59:00.002+08:00

i can't wait for wed, cos i will be collecting my new specs that day. it's a very very normal black pair of half-framed specs with some design at the sides which my limited vocab doesn't allow me to describe. and it costs me about 2/3 of my half month pay. but i'm happy with the specs.

but, i can definitely wait for fri, cos i don't look forward to stepping in the njc hall to see all the teachers and virginia cheng. because i have been hearing rumours that our results shld have been out at least 3 weeks ago but because they were so sucky, MOE have to spend more time cracking their heads on how to moderate them. insider news from my collegue's neighbour from hwa chong.

anyway, NG YING QI!!! why do u need to leave so fast? haha. but i know she will not be here to read this.

anyway, i've decided to forsake nus for ntu. if i don't screw up my results, i'll most likely be taking double degree in business and accounting in ntu. cos after thinking for so long, i figured that i will prefer to work in a nice air-conditioned office wearing nice office suits than to stay in a lab all day playing around with chemicals and wearing white lab coats. so pharmacy will not be my first choice anymore, maybe 2nd or third choice. and moreover, pharmacists will need to work with patients. trust me, sick ppl are not nice people to tackle.

2008-02-24T13:49:00.002+08:00

i just want to say that, lasagna with tonnes of tobasco sauce is super delicious. i wasn't really a fan of tobasco sauce previously, until i discovered how good the taste of beef+cheese+tobasco sauce is. honestly, tobasco sauce tastes awful on its own. i was furiously adding tobasco sauce to my lasagna last fri. haha. but dun worry, this entry is not solely dedicated to tobasco sauce.

i spent substantial amount of time this weekend exploring the NUS website (finally). i have been procrastinating this task for 2 months plus already. read through the academic calendar, scholarships, financial aids, CCAs, courses and everything. aren't i hardworking?

so, i discovered that for NUS, orientation actually starts in 4th of august!! so that means that i still have 6 more months of study-free days. woo hoo. and i have sort of decided the courses that i would like to take (finally). because people who have planned their future, career paths and everything would have decided much earlier.

so, basically, i have sort of chosen business administration and pharmacy. because these two industries are booming, especially the biomedical industry. and people with a degree in business administration would definately find a decent job, i think. anyway, i have also checked the wages of these two industries. but i don't know if the statistics are reliable or not, though they are taken from the ministry of manpower website.

wages:
pharmacist=$3492
accountant=$3721
assistant accountant=$2809
auditor(accounting)=$3300
information technology auditor=$3960
sales and marketing executive=$2679
management executive=$2779
bank officer=$3333
banker=$3567

2008-02-22T16:34:00.002+08:00

to jump or not to jump? it's so tempting to jump, take the plunge and leave everyone behind.

haha. don't get me wrong. i'm not contemplating suicide. i'm just thinking of tiao chao-ing (terminating my contract abruptly) and get another job. because the pay is little due to all the stupid half days. and because one temp girl is leaving next fri while another is leaving in april. then i'll be the only one left behind. then i will be super lonely and bored. but maybe when i'm the only temp girl left behind, i will be within their budget and they will not give me so many half days a week. maybe, but the god at kent ridge wing level 5 is so stingy, she wants to save even on printing paper and folders.

but then again, i don't want to go through the entire tedious process of job searching, resume sending, interviewing, making friends and adapting to a new environment. it's just like after your first three months in jc making lots of new friends and adapting well but you get transferred to a whole new environment where you have to struggle hard to acclimatize to. bad analogy, i know.

or i guess, after saying so much, i'll just continue with the job.

yay!! going for pizza (lasagne) later!! and maybe i will go and make a new pair of zai specs this weekend. =)=)

2008-02-17T19:55:00.004+08:00

woohoo .. watched cj7 at j8 with pei rou and mei ping today. qi zai is so CUTE!!!

so cute right? haha. i swear that if mini toons or action city sell the soft toy of qi zai, i'll definitely go and buy it. cos in the movie qi zai looks so cuddly and huggable.

the boy xiao di looks so cute too. haha. but poor qi zai died in the end for trying to save xiao di's father ... so sad.

2008-02-16T14:34:00.007+08:00

the temp market near my house is finally opened!!! =)=)=) thou only less than 5 stalls are opened. but to show my support to the stall owners, i queued for the chicken rice ... for a total of 1 hr. so u can see how good the chicken rice stall's business is. man .. i think they shld be able to earn 1000 dollars today. good start to a first day of business.

chinese new year came and went. n i'm glad it went. cos i dun really enjoy cny, thou there will be hong baos to get. reason being i dun like the awkwardness when i meet up with relatives who i only meet once a year. haha. but i suddenly realised that all my cousins from my maternal side are grown up alr. it's like yesterday when they are all so small and naughty but now, they are all mature and in sec sch alr.

spent my birthday working .. doubly hard. cos i was given a super heavy clinic in the afternoon. after work went home to my mum's mian xian with 2 hard boiled eggs. yummy yummy. i know super high cholesterol but i dun care. haha. anw, thanks for all the birthday wishes and presents. haha. and thank u val for calling me at 12 am, waking me up from my sweet sweet dream. but since i went back to sleep 10 minutes after your call, i shall be nice and forgive u. haha.

anw, gong fu guan lan was CUTE. haha.

2008-02-05T19:57:00.001+08:00

omg. can someone please tell me y is he so cute? hahaha.

same cute expression in both pictures.

another blur look

haha. enough of the pictures. i can't wait to watch the movie.

5 stars movie

4.9 stars movie

jack neo's movie that chased all the stars away. haha. i know that i'm super mean. but how can a local, low-budget, unoriginal movie compete with the mega stars from taiwan, hong kong and china? to put it in another way, it's just to make up the numbers.

haha. i'm looking forward to eating steamboat for dinner tmr. happy new year people. enjoy the long holiday before we drag ourselves to work again on mon.

2008-01-22T17:04:00.000+08:00

can someone pls enlighten me on the purpose of forcing a reluctant 19 yr old kid to have a CPF acc? i mean, do i look like i want to buy a house, a car or pay heavy medical bills in the near future? when i first started working a few years ago, i thought CPF was stupid; it merely sucks away your hard-earned cash. now, i still think that CPF is stupid. ok .. haha. i'm just feeling sore about the 78 bucks that was forcefully transferred to my CPF acc.

but honestly, sometimes i really feel that the country i'm residing in currently is lame. just take the hosting of the 2010 youth games as an example. how can we ever compete with mexico in terms of resources, space, experience, expertise and labour?

2008-01-18T18:19:00.001+08:00

those lyrics are so enchantingly well-written that i can't stop listening to the song over and over again. it's another perfect jay+vincent combi, presented by a strong, feminine voice.

anw, today was another half day. and guess what i ate for lunch. 4 otahs, i bowl of maggie mee and a half-cooked half-uncooked egg plus one packet of fries plus lots of chilli. can't help it. i was just so hungry.

yay!! going out tmr :)

2008-01-15T16:39:00.000+08:00

today was my half day. so after work, i decided to reward myself with subway cold cut. yummy yummy yummy. i was so hungry by the time i reached home with my sub that i gobbled down the entire sub.

the small small cold cut doesn't seem to satisfy my tummy. so i swear to myself. next time, i'm going to buy a foot-long sandwich to challenge myself.

next up on my craving list:
sakae

let's find some day to go out again ppl.

2008-01-12T14:28:00.000+08:00

i finally finally got the hang of my work. haha. and having someone the same age as me around makes life better cos at least we can talk crap and joke tgt. not that the others around me are horrible ppl, but sometimes u just need someone who's able to understand your jokes. haha.

but i was scolded a few days ago for reading magazines when i have nothing to do. ying qi got scolded too. thou we knew that we were in the wrong, we were still quite pissed with the person who reported us. so from that day onwards i ignored the person whenever possible and only speak to her when it's really necessary to do so.

anw, i've become a more healthy person since i started working. cos seeing so many patients a day makes me worry that i may one day end up like them. so, i've been eating fruits or drinking fruit juice everyday during lunch.

because if u eat unhealthily u may get colon, gastrics or intestinal problems. if u drink your liver will suffer. if u stand for too long or walk too much you may develop varicose veins and your toe nails will rot. your beautiful legs will become blue. scary, isn't it? so, a cup of vitamin c a day makes the doctors lose their jobs.

2008-01-05T19:28:00.000+08:00

okay ... i'm officially an adult now. cos i hav to pay standard adult fare. n it's super ex la. i need to spend 3 bucks everyday on transport alone when i go to work. so, i'm going to be totally despicable n use my sis's ezlink card whenever i can, provided that she dun go out after sch everyday. muahahaha. come on smrt, come catch me. i'm not being cheapo ok, cos by doing so i can save 2 bucks everyday.

hav been working for 11 days alr. honestly, i dun know if i'm enjoying my work. sometimes i like the job but sometimes i just feel totally useless n helpless when i hav to run the room myself. cos things always screw up when i'm left alone. for example, the printer cannot print, wrong appt, weird patients. haha. maybe cos i suay. nvm, next week will be better.

anway, just bought a new pair of fbts today cos my old ones are totally stretched to max capacity. then i walked past busstop n saw really nice tops there. haha. so i got myself 2 new tops also. v v v v nice. haha. i like. i'm going to buy some more when i receive my pay for this month. must carry out my resolutions for this yr mah. but i seem to be spending a lot of money recently thou. but i like. cos this is the kind of life i want. not the kind that i need to study n blow everyday. blow what, u all know la. haha.

2008-01-01T12:21:00.000+08:00

spent the last night of 2007 with the girls (suzy n val). ky's missing cos she's having her wedding dinner!! so bu gou peng you, nv ask us to ur wedding. hahaha.

anw, we went to fish n co to hav our dinner, and val is late as usual. haha. i've got this feeling that a lot of ppl are queueing up to bash me up. then after that we went shopping for val's working clothes, with little success. ppl, if u wan to go shopping, nv go to suntec's VERGE. cos it's a terrorist shop in disguise. the sales girls are so terrible; they force u to try on their clothes; they scare u out of ur wits; they attempt to strip u. n poor val is the victim.

anw, let's talk abt my new yr resoultions for 2008:
1. exercise more often (i haven been exercising for half a yr)
2. do shopping at least once a month
3. be a nice person

i can't think of anymore. i'm such an aimless lost sheep.

2007-12-20T11:45:00.001+08:00

3 days into my new job as a patient service associate, today's finally my day off!! haha.

hmm, these 3 days i was busy following my buddy around everywhere she goes to learn abt everything. there's really a lot of things to learn abt, really. but i'm glad tt the people ard me are quite nice, though i'm ignorant abt everything. for the first 2 days i was quite disorientated, losing my way everywhere i went despite all the signs and directories that were supposed to be helpful. luckily, i met kind souls along the corridors who guided a lost soul to find the WAY. but i'm happy that yesterday i managed to sort of catch the momentum of work finally.

haha. but I ACTUALLY FORGOT HOW TO USE A PHOTOCOPY MACHINE, despite the rich experiences i had in nj photocopying all the exam papers, gp notes n so on. haha. i guess i was too nervous cos i actually photocopied a black page and asked my senior if the machine is out of ink. so pai seh.

hmm .. let me elaborate more abt my job. basically, there are 2 clinic sessions everyday, one in the morning and one in the afternoon. so my job every morning will be to locate all the casenotes of my patients on tt day. then, i would go into my designated room to sterilize the tables and switch on the computer, put everything nicely on the table for the lazy doctors. after that, i stamp the date and the doctor's name on the casenotes and wait for the patients to slowly arrive (hopefully). but more often than not, the patients like to arrive all at the same time and crowd around the room. haha. then after tt i will have to make phone calls to book the various scans (ultrasound, ct scan, MRI, which i have not done yet), guide patients to the dressing room to remove their stiches and dressing or to the finacial counselling room. after everything's done, that will be the end of the morning clinic. then, it will be lunch, followed by some time to slack, then the afternoon clinic. after all the patients are gone for the day, i will check in and check out the casenotes, then tada, slacking time until 6. hohoho.

anyway, here's an unbelated merry merry christmas to everyone.

2007-12-14T12:00:00.001+08:00

the interview yesterday was quite successful. partly because i only sat there and listen to the "sister" telling me more abt my job scope n mutter some ok, no problem, no .. bla bla bla. but the sa girl beside me was so scary, or put in a nicer way, she's so so so smilely. from the corner of my eyes, i saw her smiling to the 3 interviewers throughout the entire interview that i wondered to myself whether i need to smile more. but she reminds me of yen zi though.

yay!! i'm starting work on mon. haha. sorry that i would need to pang seh u all on mon for mahjong again. must win lots of money hor. haha. anyway, dun need to worry abt what to wear cos uniforms will be provided. my only worry is whether the uniform will be ugly and whether my uniform will be the same as a nurse. I DUN WANT TO BE A NURSE!!! no worries, i'm not certified enough to be a nurse. but i will be expected to keep short nails cos according to the sister, i wun want to infect others or get infected by others. and i would need to bun up my hair. hmm, later after lunch i will be going to amk central (again) to buy my black shoe shoe after going down to ngee ann city to sign my contract.

michelle tan from my gp class went for the interview as well. it's either she din see me, or she din realise that i was from her gp class for 1 year. can't blame her though, cos i was like invisible, unseen and unheard during gp lessons this year. but i think it would be rather awkward if she's working together with me though. and if i'm not wrong, she was in our maths class in jc1 right? the girl who once said that a handsome guy is just a pack of cells.

some random thoughts. i feel that in everyone's blogging history, one would probably had been a twit for a certain period of time. cos, i was once a twit in sec sch who thought that spelling bloody as "blardi", love as "luv", stupid as "stoopid" and so on, was cool. haha. i hope that i was not the only one though that twitish blog was already deleted eons ago.

2007-12-11T13:56:00.000+08:00

these few days at home were terrible, cos i was computer-less n job-less. my com gave up on me on fri morning but i thought that it was just a minor problem that will solve itself the very next day. apparantly, this was not the case so i spent my entire weekend watching tv, computer-less. then, there was the waiting, waiting n waiting for recruitexpress to call. i waited until i was so frustrated, i thought they threw away my application form. but being computer-less n since it's the weekends, i couldn't really find much jobs. so i watched abt 12 hours of tv each day during the weekends.

i was feeling so useless from decomposing for so long that i desperately promised my sis that if the job agency call me on mon, i'll treat her to sakae. cos i thought that maybe one good turn will deserve another n whatever those beings up there are, they may be touched. haha.

but now, hohoho. my com's repaired n i'm supposed to go down to NUH for an interview on thurs. although the pay's only $6 per hour n buona vista is pretty far, i'm still rather happy. haha. hope that everything goes well on thurs n i can start work soon. but i'm not there to work as a doctor, surgeon, dietician or consultant. just a small small customer service officer=)

prom came n went. hmm. the food was ok. ate, took photos, crap .. but i dun really think the prom king mr president deserves his tittle. in my opinion, a prom king is supposed to be one who is charming, handsome, tall but not sooo tall, not a faker. but at the end of the day, it's still a popularity problem.

then was the chalet, which was quite fun. haha. though only 6.5 ppl turned up. learnt how to play mahjong from suk. but i had only learnt how to "hu". dunnoe all the fanciful moves yet. also learn how to play SPOON, which was more heartattack-inducing than heartattack. haha. but my long nails scratched ky n val, i think. oh ya, also ate sakae for dinner during the chalet.

hmm, then last night i had a really weird dream. i dreamt that smrt rearranged all the mrt stations in singapore such that clarke quay comes after khatib instead of yishun. then in this nonsensical dream, all these makes a lot of sense n i was wondering how am i supposed to go to yishun in the future. haha.

okie. tt's all. i think this is one of the longest entry ever. haha.

2007-12-03T15:48:00.001+08:00

yeah. in a few hours time, i will be in swissotel eating. dressed in my brown ribbony dress n my hopefully matching not so heely heels. i was dreading prom during the shopping period but now, i'm starting to look a little forward to it. shld be quite fun =)

everyone ard me seems to be working. ok, maybe not everyone, but at least a large majority of my sec sch friends. recruitexpress vanessa, pls call me n tell me tt u hav found a job for me can? i'm dying to go work. haha.

hmm, update a bit abt 2/7 bbq bah. it was ok, catched up with old friends, bbq-ed, got smelly, ate lots of marshmallows cos i was hungry .. bla bla. but din really interact much with everybody, jus mingled with a few of my closer friends.

hah. one last comment. when u are really really really bored, xiaxue's blog is a good source of entertainment. cos she will blog abt the most ridiculous stuff like her gf's birthday, or answer rude comments in an amusing manner.

2007-11-29T15:19:00.000+08:00

heeheeheeheehee. i think i got a JOB!! haha. the person was so fast. she called me immediately after i sent her my resume la. hmm .. hav to go down for an interview tmr, which i may or may not screw up. but .. after i looked through my wardrobe, i realised tt i dun really have clothes suitable for a formal and decent interview. die. i think i would hav to go buy them tmr, before heading for the interview at raffles place.

pay is at 6 to 7.50 per hour, depending on your experience and qualifications. anyone interested? haha.

2007-11-29T11:39:00.000+08:00

prom is so so so tiring n painful (for the legs) n ex. it's making me broke. haha. but i finally finally got my dress. hmm .. shall i describe it?

ok .. its' a simple brown knee-length dress from john little, 79.90. with a big ribbon in front. plus a strap for you to tie behind. not the sexy type but more of the "cute" type. hmm .. shld i get a silver wand to go along? anyway, shld be borrowing accessories from my sis n maybe handbag too.

but i still need to go get my shoes .. later after lunch.

nevertheless, what i really like abt the prom is the 10 course dinner. yes, i'm there to gorge myself with food. haha.

it seems that i'm really busy these days. during the exam period, all u need to worry abt will be studying. but after the exam period, i hav to worry abt things like whether i will screw up my A's, prom, shopping, whether i'll get a job soon enough ..

ok, but for now, i shall go finish up my resume n send it to all the agencies possible. n there's still bbq to look forward to tonight. =)

2007-11-26T12:18:00.000+08:00

arghh. feeling super bored+pang seh-ed+empty.

actually my sis and i are supposed to go distribuite flyers today .. but the person sms-ed me last night tell me i dun need to come today. cheat my feelings. in the end i earned only 30 bucks from this stupid job. but still, i hope the person sms me tmr to tell me to work on wed. cos i dun want to rot at home!!

but nvm, since going out tmr. den thurs and fri got 2 bbqs. but i still feel a little empty can? cos i'm UNEMPLOYED for 3 days alr.

"unemployment occurs when a person is willing and able to work but is unable to find suitable employment. unemployment results in the erosion of skills, loss of purchasing power, unhappiness and social tensions ..."

2007-11-16T19:16:00.000+08:00

i hav totally no life at all, it seems. these two years in njc took up every nanosecond of my life. but ... all these are going to end in 6 days.

after this, i'll go get a life.

2007-10-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

it's jus another 11 bloody more days. to the most dreaded gp. i'm trying very hard to concentrate but people IS getting on my nerves. whenever i think of it i'll feel damn pissed off n i would wonder why i give in every time.

arghh ..

2007-08-31T14:08:00.000+08:00

it's like building a tower with lego bricks.eventually, it falls over. u can point to the final block n say that's the cause. but actually, it's an accumulation of risk factors.

i'm not here to inspire or motivate. but it's the empty cup full cup qn again. the cup is half-filled because it has the potential to overflow. the water inside will NEVER disappear. tt's wad i'm trying to say. because a sleeping volcano will not sleep forever; a coma patient will wake up eventually. because even if the coma patient tries his best to remain in the permanent vegetative state, he can't control the situation when he's triggered.

2007-07-07T16:33:00.000+08:00

yay!! later i'm going for a steamboat cum buffet at my auntie's house. call me superficial, but my reason for going there is because i wanna eat n my mother forces me to go.

but how am i supposed to go when i hav this hideous bruise on my elbow tt is a semi-circle with a radius of 3 cm? n with sunburned cheeks (although they are healing, i hope). n 5 other "love-bites on my arms?

hahas. archery was fun. n surprise surprise ... some of my arrows do get into the yellow region although my marksman was 13/90. but it was sure painful cos of my deformed elbow. n i hav to say sorry if i seemed a little pissed ytd. it was cos of my burning cheeks n left elbow. n i dislike being sticky n smelly.

there's still bowling n pizza hut to look forward to next week. but can i request to hav beef lasangne instead of pizza for lunch on tues? cos the course is pizza hut kitchen tour, not lasangne kitchen tour. anyway, they dun make lasangne cos they come in trays, ready to be cut, put into the oven n served.

2007-06-29T14:35:00.000+08:00

do u noe how long i hav been waiting for u? do you noe? do you?

i waited n waited n waited.

from 8.45 am, i waited ...

waited while sitting down

waited while lying down

waited while dozing off

all in vain.

then at 1.50 pm, u finally appeared. i was so happy, thou it was only for tt 4 min. but it was worth the wait.

you said we can walk further if we put down our love
maybe fate only allows we to meet
only allowed us to fall in love during last summer
as the pieces of bliss fell
how do you expext me to pick them up?

2007-06-27T20:32:00.000+08:00

ct's FINALLY over. thou i dun noe whether i'll do well for this ct or not, cos most of the time, ur luck is impt as well too. but what i do noe is tt i did my best to study for tis last damned ct, so i'll be happy no matter how the results are going to be.

hahas. went to mark the end of this terrible ct. went to eat yuki yaki. very very very nice. n i realised tt my appetite is very small. i felt full after like 5 pieces of sushi. then to make my money more worth it, i force myself to eat some more chicken n the things inside the soup.

i've discovered one super ingenious n creative way to dump the leftovers at any buffet: inside the egg shell ( now tt's a real smart n creative method, invented by me of cos), n of cos, u can always dump ur sushi into the soup n mash it up.

then we proceeded to the ice-cream. it was quite nice also, thou we were quite noob n dun noe how to make the ice-cream. hahas. the manager n staff have to queue up in one straight row before our table to teach us how the make the ice-cream the correct way. cos initially what we did was to jus sit ard the table n wait for the ice-cream to appear in front of us. then we proceeded to writing on the ice, until the one of the staff had to come n tell us that ice-cream dun jus appear. passivity is not encouraged in their restaurant. we need to be more pro-active. cos we actually hav to go get the ice-cream liquid ourselves.

then after tt went walk walk ard. but din buy anything, cos nothing caught my eyes.

argh, now my legs damn suan ... but nvm, cos for 5 weeks of mugging, i get 2 weeks to slack in return.

went to dl jay chou's new song le. it's very very very very nice!!!! listening to it makes me feel like crying. cos it's so ... nice. the song is so ... NICE. thou it's a rather simple song, but i've been listening to tt one min of his voice for the nth time alr. no AP/GP formula will be able to measure the greatest of this song.

2007-06-23T17:14:00.000+08:00

ct's less than two days away. n stress is certainly building up. i was studying genetic variation tis afternoon when i feel so stressed up tt i decided i MUST have mac. but at the same time, i din wan to accumulate too much calories. hahas. so wad i did was tt i walked all the way to the mac near my house, passing 4 bus stops n all the way back again. n tt made me sweat like shit under the bloody hot sun. but hey, i exercised!! *beams

2007-06-21T15:44:00.000+08:00

omg ... my spelling mistakes are really atrociously atrocious. unless i invent a machine tt can help u reborn your hair.

sob sobs, my sis went for her 3 days 2 nights NCO camp today. tt means i hav to sleep alone for 2 nights ... i've got to admit tt i'm a bit of a scaredy cat. cos whenever i hav to sleep alone, i wun dare to face the walls cos i dun noe what lurks behind me when my back is turned.

2007-06-16T16:20:00.000+08:00

i was feeling a little guilty for not blogging for close to a month. so here i am.

somehow, i hav been eating a lot these few days, with pizza, foot-long subway sandwiches and kfc. but i figured tt it's ok, cos when u study the glucose in ur body gets used up, and hopefully some glycogen too. n i'm hungry now again, at 4.23pm, with dinner one and a half hours away. so i came up with this conclusion: ten year series make ppl hungry.

what am i going to do after the freaking A levels?
1. reborn my hair
2. find a really good job that pays really well
3. change my specs
4. change my phone
5. rent lots of vcds
6. burn my notes
7. eat
8. shop
9. burn sharon phua's house and her hair too

hahaha ...

2007-05-27T18:14:00.000+08:00

i'm like super duper exhausted now can, after 15 organic chem mechanism qns.

i realise tt i'm a really lazy person. cos i always tend to procrastinate some things tt shld hav been done months again. like re-link my friends and changing my blog skin. cos since now is the holidays i still do hav a bit of time to think n reflect.

n so, i reflected on quite a bit of stuffs. but i haven come up with any solutions yet. so the usual practice will be to ignore them n get on with my life.

anyway, i was in the habit of listening to jay chou's old albums these few days while i was studying. n i kept being distracted by the background music. then i realise, tt there's quite a bit of drums n piano inside almost every single song. but one thing i can't figure out is why i always tend to like his old songs better than his new songs. but when a new album is out, i will like the old songs in the 2nd newest album more.

n i'm so sad can. cos he said he has lost interest in music. tt's the most devastating piece of news can. hahas. i noe i'm exaggerating a little.

i dunnoe why. but i tink i am losing interest in harmoc(while others are becoming more passionate about it). it's like, i dun feel like going for the extra practice on dunnoe when, and the harmoc camp. but i noe, i've gotto go, no matter what. cos if i dun go, tt will be very irresponsible of me.

anyhow, there's still 4 more weeks to go. n the only things tt can keep me going is the yu le bai fen bai at 5 pm, yuan dian at 7, ge shi zui xiong at 10 pm n the study sessions in school tt stops me from slacking.

i want to eat 20 chicken wings, sushi, pizza, lasangne, mcspicy, mcnuggets, cheese fries, fish n chips, chicken chop, seoul garden, fish n co, 50 slices of cheese .... n grow really fat.

2007-04-24T21:19:00.000+08:00

all the exfoliation, all the blood, all the headaches, all the failed tests, all the alcohol swabs, all the heavy bags, all the smelly stockings, all the walking out of the main gate at 10 plus, all the dozing off, all the uncompleted tut, all the pissing ppl off.

is for the 8 min on stage, for the breath-taking moment when the hour and minute hand strikes 12 simultaneously, for the magic word from the announcer's mouth, for the joy of meeting up wif ur old frens, for the first n last time to be standing n bowing at the podium, for the macdonalds party room, for the chicken dance, for the mcspicy.

n at the end of the day, i realise, i grumble too much.

it's all worth it after all.

2007-04-15T13:01:00.000+08:00

yes. i'm a sick mugger, with aching stomach n thigh muscles. i tink my stomach muscles are expanding so rapidly tt they are pressing against my rib cage. but of cos tt's not the case. it's jus the case of accumulation of lactic acid.

yes. n i can't stretch. it's like not my fault tt i'm born wif practically inelastic hamstrings, causing me to stretch only 33 cm for sit n reach right?

anyhow, it's back to p & c. n nothing's going to change my mind abt ponning school on wed. who the hell would want to wake up at 5.45 am, n go to school n listen to all those freakingly stupid councillors' 'inspiring' speeches, when i can stay at home n sleep. even machines need a day off ok.

2007-04-04T21:38:00.000+08:00

this, is the phase of ur life, tt the Keynesians, the Classicals n the Monetarists all refer to fondly as the Great Depression. cos for once, we need not worry abt the long run aggregate supply curve or the short run aggregate supply curve.

everyone feels depressed. with all the tut uncompleted, the never-ending lectures, the relentless weathering of ur lips. a phenomenon geographers refer to as exfoliation. the only difference is tt lips are not as tough n hard as those giant rocks in the deserts.

from after the common tests in jc1 to the promos, for every 10% increase in efforts put in, the results doubles. but now is the stage where all the active sites are already saturated n any further increase in the amount of efforts put in will not increase results significantly. cos now, the enviroment e.g complacency n lack of time becomes the limiting factor. hence, the drastic depression in our results.

fortunately, theory states tt once we overcome this limiting factor, results will(may) start to increase.

hahas. i tink my entries are getting weirder n weirder by the day.

so anyway, here's a quote from one famous author whose name i shall not disclose. hahaha.

Mum: why do u hav so much hw today?

Daughter: oh, cos we pissed our chem teacher off today.

Mum: oh ... hahaha.

but i still feel rather bad for letting mrs kong eat back her words. cos if i were a teacher who screamed at my students the day before, i wun hav the guts to announce tt the extra lessons which i hav cancelled in a fit of anger are on again. she's like so .... professional n respectable.

2007-03-31T12:07:00.000+08:00

i think it's really sad. cos i tread home every night, feeling snappy, tired, touchy n irritable, ready to snap at any person who attempts to ask me qns or talk to me. then after gobbling down my dinner, n to reward myself, a small cup of chocolate chip ice cream, i sit down at the small table in the living room, n do my hw. then, as i do my hw, i'll feel guilty for snapping at my sis for attempting to ask me some maths qn, n feel bad for almost ignoring my mum. cos i jus murmured short replies.

then, i feel really bad. n i would tell myself not to be like tt tmr, n to treat them nicer.

but tmr, i still do the same things. althou i tink, or i hope, it's to a much smaller extent.

so i promise myself, next week will be different. thou i still feel sore abt missing my mac breakfast every thurs morning. cos it's this kind of things tt keeps me going. u noe, like replenish my carbo n a little bit of fats. but now even this kind of little little treat is taken away from me. arghhhhh.

n it's really really sad. tt i hav to constantly remind myself tt hey, dun be so bad. cos after all, it will be awkward if things continue to be like tt. but it's really sad. tt we now ask not because we want, but it becomes more of an act of courtesy to do so.

2007-03-24T11:28:00.000+08:00

carelessness is only an excuse. cause complacency is the real reason.

so pls stop being complacent about ur little little success.

the best way to enjoy really delicious food is to starve urself for 8 hours, then eat.

2007-03-17T02:27:00.000+08:00

watching shutter sends shudders down my spine (i'm a poet!!). but somehow it also reminds me of kathy n what she said "never touch a heart is u intend to break it"...

anw, i'm back from harmoc camp le. overall the camp is quite slack and fun. cos we get to have 30 min to bath, n 30 min to comb ur hair. hahas. but the food is quite awful la, even i can cook better than tt, i'm quite sure. practised harmoc dilligently during the camp, played games, went for the scary night walk, bla bla bla. aiyah, dunnoe what to blog abt la. cos i was thinking if i jus talk abt every single detail of the camp, like how nice i smell after i bathe, then it will be quite boring right. hees. so jus giv a brief summary can le.

ok, i admit. i'm jus lazy to recollect what happened over the past 30 plus hours. all i know is tt i'm very tired now, but my hair isn't dry yet.

zzzz ...

2007-03-12T20:53:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK!!!

man, finally got a new comp tt wun spoil every few days. and the best thing is, i'm covered for 5 years. hahas. n i totally love the integrated speakers. no more long n unwieldy wires ( hees, i learnt this from DNA ). anw, my point is, i'm super happy now.

jus tt i'm still not used to the new windows vista, n i can't seem to type properly.

common tests' over. bla bla bla. went pizza hut to celebrate ...

gtg ... i love my wall paper. hees.

2007-02-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

do u know tt grasshoppers can fly? i nv knew tt until tt day when a grasshopper flew ard my living room. cos all along, i tot grasshoppers hop ard, not fly. cos y aren't they called grassflies, jus like houseflies?

anyway, do u know what is the greatest distance on earth? it's when i'm standing beside u, yet u dun know tt i love u. hees.

n do u know what is the most scary distance on earth? it's when val's hand is 1 cm away from my collar bone.

what abt the greatest greatest greatest distance on earth? it's when A loves B, but dun dare to tell her friends ard her, n keep denying her love for him.

hees. joking la. cos i can feel somebody's blood boiling.

arghh ... tired tired tired. jus let me rest tonight ... n tmr, i'll chiong again. finish up all the tut, study for tests, common tests, go school on mon. then the whole vicious cycle will start all over again. not tt i dread school, at least i get to go there n talk crap, lame ard. n sometimes the simplest things can make me so happy, but other times, i jus feel like slammin my head on the table n orh orh.

the greatest distance on earth is actually the distance between ur eyelashes n the bottom of your eyelids during econs tut. don't u agree tt i make a lot of sense to you?

i'm a free thinker, cos i think a lot.

y do we always eat into miss chua's bio tut? cos it's simply too delicious.

CREATIVITY, ppl. let your creative juices flow, like the fake waterfall at singapore bird park.

2007-02-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

hees. sotong is here to blog.

i noe tt i've been behaving in an extremely lame n childish, sometimes a little irritating manner. sorry ppl, if i've made u all angry. i will try to be more normal tmr.

sorry to disappoint u all, but after 6 hours of chem, all my creative juices hav been drained. yes. not a drop left.

n i need to clear some more memory to memorize sources of errors for tmr's spa. crap. spa is crap. n i noe i'm not making sense.

okie. enough for today. i shall go watch superstar while i try to cram some more sources of errors into my already saturated brain. but according to organic chem, when alkanes are saturated, u cannot add any more things to it. unless .... UNLESS vigrous, n yes, very very vigourous conditions are used. like refluxing for a longer period of time or put the compound under immense pressure.

so now, i shall go n cook myself in a sealed tube.

2007-01-20T12:14:00.000+08:00

can u believe it?

i actually wear the njc uniform for more than 14 hours almost everyday. considering tt i wear my uniform at 6 am, n reach home at ard 8 plus, tt's more than 14 hours alright.

went for cip at sgh ytd. carried chairs ard, carried them up n down, pushed wheelchairs ard, went to ward 75, room 24 bed dunnoe what to "grab" my patient. then pushed her to level 9 to enjoy the SCO performance. bla bla bla, pushed her back to her room, said goodbye.

then one nice uncle took us to the staff lounge for some food. n the food's really nice. chatted there for a while. then went home with tian wei.

lucky we took the train up to marina square then back to amk, cos if not my legs will die of rotting. anyway, i was so tired tt i slept throughout the entire train journey. n i kept knocking my head against the glass la. so pain la.

bye. dun miss me over the weekend hor ppl, i promise i'll recharge my lameness over the weekend.

2007-01-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

hees. i noe i shdn't be blogging everyday. but i'm still here!!

survived thru double gp today. aren't u proud of me? so i realised tt if i remain really quiet in class, listen attentively n take notes dilligently, time passes sort of quickly. provided tt there's no grp work. man ... i jus hate grp work, especially in this class. ENDURE. cos there's another double period tmr.

n i'm having a fabulous time now, listening to Show's new songs. n cao ge. it's liang zhi lian ren, not liang zhi hu die, ok? it was jus a slip of my tongue. hees.

anyway, what was i going to say? oh ya, nj is siao. who on earth can achieve straight As, attend lots of pre-u seminars, be a president or captain of ur cca, take multiple h3s, go to maldives for cip, complete 100 hours of cip, organize one more cip project on ur own, take up a sport, play an instrument, all at the same time?

siao. cos tt's what those crazy ppl expect us to do la. sot de.

anyway, my tortoise has got a new fren called gui gui. n my tortoise is called wu wu. hahas. btw, gui gui belongs to liwen. she adopted gui gui after finding it sitting pitifully on the floor of her gp class. hahas.

i realised tt i haven talked abt my new yr resolutions yet. it's 2007 ppl!!!
1. be nicer to ppl ard me if i can help it, cos i'm usually quite mean
2. spread my lameness to ppl ard me
3. do all tut n attend all lec dilligently
4. be nicer to my sis

but i finally realise, tt i dun really hav many impressive new year resolutions.

chun tian shan bu
xiao tian kan hai
qiu tian shu luo ye ...

2007-01-14T13:03:00.000+08:00

hees. i noe i shdn't be so emo last entry. maybe i was jus a little tired after harmoc prac bahh. n frustrated cos i can't play my 4. it's stuck. stuck stuck stuck!!! man, i need mr tang. now i can't play many songs le. if not hav to play 3 sharp. so troublesome. n anitra's dance is driving me crazy.

n besides, i'm having a really good time now, listening to my newly downloaded songs. got cao ge, mayday, tank, she, many many more.

thou there's a bio test on thurs, n i'm still left wif 2 major topics. but first, let me enjoy a while first. i jus love rainy days. so cold, so nice.

actually i haven got much material to blog abt. jus here to talk crap. but then, i rmb. there's bloody gp tmr. n tmr all the smart ogls will be back. i noe suk mun will be happy. but i wun be. cos then, i'll see her irritating face.

anyway, i've decided to post a happy entry today. so i wun go on.

2007-01-13T14:54:00.000+08:00

hi ppl!!! i'm back!!! dun u all jus miss me to bits? hahas.

yes. my com's finally finally ok. n i promise tt i'll post a long entry tonight.

but suddenly, i realise, i've got so much to blog abt tt i dun really noe how to start. n my typing skills hav gone rusty after not typing for so long.

firstly, one qn from me. what will u do, if one day, u find urself in a class with really smart ppl n u being the only stupid one? ppl who dun watch tv, ppl who can jus blabber off facts n things tt u nv knew, ppl who r sapphire scholars, president scholars or what not, ppl who u hate, ppl who speak, write n blog in a language tt u find foreign.

n then u realise, tt u've got to spend 250 min a week in tt class for the rest of the year. suddenly, the sky doesn't look tt blue n the world starts spinning in the opposite direction.

i dun wan to sit down there looking idiotic n ridiculous, with nothing constructive to share. i dun wan to behave like one filthy piece of sponge lying down there passively, absorbing knowledge tt others had kindly donated.

i wan to sit down there, talk crap like before, listen to interesting stories like last time, n i wun mind if the stories are repeated for the nth time. i wan the container classroom we used to have, n i wun mind even if the temp is 5 degree celcius.

if u were me, what will u do?
1. become one of them
2. hide in one tiny corner n cry
3. pon lesson
4. heck care

school's been ok so far. tut n lec as usual, jus tt all our classes hav been jumbled up. no more jasmine n li sha gang. now, we dominate the tut classes. so now, tut seems a little bit more fun. with us talking crap every now n then, n of cos, not forgetting the cute little bee tt comes to visit us during every chem tut. but i tink, it's here to see valerie. hahahahahaha. n i feel tt mrs kong is getting cuter n cuter.

i tink i'm weird. cos everyone has an eyecandy n i dun hav.

at first, i regretted my choice. but now, seeing the present situation, i guess the end will still be the same. at least now, i hav more freedom to do what i wan. to stay in skul until as late as i wan to, to sleep at home until noon, to jus stay at home to slack n watch tv. cos i feel that happiness is only short-lived. no matter how great the past is, things change, ppl change. n when tt happens, n u feel tt it will nv be the same again, u noe it's time to put a full stop to the chapter. after all, circumstances now control me.

2006-12-04T13:05:00.000+08:00

hees sorry ppl. haven been updating for so long. hahas. cos my stupid com broke down la. but now, it's ok. temporarily. hahas.

i wan to blog. i wan to update. but i dun noe wad to update abt. or rather, how to start.

anw, went for np garthering last sat. thou only 8 ppl turned up (me, cally, mei ping, wai kuan, wendy, wynee, aqilah, bi hui), which was like half our squad. but i tink we all enjoyed the outing. hahas. anw, fish n co-ed. shared seafood patter wif cally n mei ping. it was fabulous. hees. it has:

rice
6 oysters
10 prawns
fries
uncountable number of sotong
1 big fish fillet

nice right?

oh yes. i forgot to mention tt something very drama then happened. so we were sitting down chatting, waiting for our food to come. then this staff at fish n co suddenly exploded vulgarities at the otherstaff at fish n co. apparently, she was ill-treated there. cos according to her, she wasn't treated like a human, wasn't allowed to go home on time, was scolded CB n LJ by the rest of the crew, was bullied, bla bla bla. after abt a min or so, the manager went to pacify her, n peace resumed. man, she really shouted at the top of her voice la. i tink her lungs are on the verge of exploding.

but i tink, she must be really upset to do such a thing in public la. suntec some more. so many ppl.

then after tt went walking ard. walked to esplanade. then to merlion. then to starbucks. i was initially tempted to buy the coffee ice blended. but considering tt it was alr 9 plus or 10 plus, n i'm not like cally who will feel sleepy after drinking coffee, i din buy in the end la. hahas.

i wan to go shopping. i wanna buy:
zinc wallet
fourskin slippers
jeans
belt
tops
bottoms

2006-11-22T14:35:00.000+08:00

hees. Ella has a new drama wif Farenheit!!!! so nice. anw, tis drama is abt Ella falling in love wif tis guy from a sports school who can do high jumps really well. so Ella went to enrol in tt school, but the school is a guys school. so Ella had to disguise as a guy in order to go to tt school.

nice? definitely. but i dun tink the vcd is out yet. when it's out then i'll go rent.

=)

2006-11-21T13:07:00.000+08:00

i'm a happy happy HAPPY girl right now.

hees. went shopping wif val, kaiyun, suk n gc ytd. got a cool black hooded jacket from S & K for $22, 2 absolutely cute little homework notebooks from A n BC for $1.90 each n 1 fascinatingly cute file from the same shop for $1.90.

yes. i'm contended. hahas. thou i figured tt the 2 cute little notebooks will be too insufficient to contain all the homework tt i will hav next year, n the cute file is quite useless. but who cares. i jus adore cute things. n i realised tt the cute little notebook can fit nicely into my big pencil case, so it will be quite convenient for me to jot down hw. hahas.

yes, suzy, let's go shopping after u got ur birthday money!! hahas. n ur shopping list is really way way different from mine.

finished watching GONG in 2 days. hahas. amazing. i especially like the ending, cos it's a happy one. anw, here's a few segments from the drama tt i find rather meaningful (n of cos, it's translated into english by me, wif my sub-standard english):

cai jing said to xin:
u told me before tt stars hav their lifespan, so do human beings. they will fade away n die after some time. n tt after 25 000 000 years, u will meet the same ppl tt u met now. thou it's painful, i know that after 25 000 000 years, when i meet u again, i will still fall in love wif u again ...

cai jing said to lu:
xin told me before tt stars hav their lifespan, so do human beings. they will fade away n die after some time. n tt after 25 000 000 years, u will meet the same ppl tt u met now. so if u meet me after 25 000 000 years. u mus run away. cos if i meet u, i'll also pretend tt i nv knew u ...

arrr .. so touching.

anw, i forgot to mention tt we saw mr goh (chem teacher) at S & K suntec today. so qiao. but he's wif a girl!! arghh .. heartbreak ar. hahas, jking la. my eyecandy lehh ...

n tt we met miss masnidah at suntec too. or rather she saw us, got shocked or frightened, n quickly went into a shop.

hees. happy happy HAPPY.

2006-11-18T16:53:00.000+08:00

hey ppl, did u all watch prohect superstar on thurs? hahas. daren tan is so cool.

anw, rented GONG alr. n i'm now at disc 17. hahas. 7 more to go. actually, i hav the temptation to skip directly to disc 20 where the climax of the story is. but i hav to tell myself, be patient. cos if not, i wun noe why tis happened, why tt happened.

sheng cai jing is so cute i tink. hahas. but one thing i dun understand, why are they quarelling like every other day n patching up the next day? so drama.

nope, no progress in my hw tis week. the only time i picked up a pen to write tis week was mon, when i attempted to do arenes. hahas. but i'm glad tt i've managed to finish until the mind map part. n i swear i'll do it soon. soon ...

but the tink is, i've got to watch GONG later. den at 7 pm i need to watch net deception. 8 pm one more disc of GONG again. 9 pm xiao hai bu ben. 9.30 pm is zhou ri ba dian chang. 11.30 pm is wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai.

den tmr still need to watch GONG. mon going out wif ky, val n hopefully suzy (ehh, hint hint. go la go la. dun pang seh me. PLS ....).

so i realise, tt i hav no time to do the mindmap at all. let alone the 4 maths test papers which we hav to hand in on the first maths tut. so wad if i ace-d my maths for promos. cos after slacking for so long, nothing is inside my brains now. hahas.

i tink, i'm starting to get complacent. arghh ... jus let me slack for a few more days.

2006-11-16T17:32:00.000+08:00

as requested by SUZY or suzy, i shall update.

din hav time to update these few days cos working. working is boring, tiring n sometimes irritating. cos sometimes u will meet those really greedy n fat customers who would request for really huge chicken parts tt we dun hav, or ask for like 20 packets of chilli sauce for one regular fries. hahas. ok. i'm exagerating. i jus dun understand. even pigs r skinnier than them, n yet they r still eating so much. fat ass. americans especially. obese, fat, humongous ppl. hahas. ok. enough abt all this.

yeah. finally going to rent GONG. only 10 bucks. den i'll sit in front of the tv like a typical potato couch like 12 hours a day. yeah.

seriously, aren't my entries gettin more n more boring n dry?

yeah. project superstar is finally back. hees. there's tis guy called kenny lin quite shuai. hees. daren tan not bad too. but i still think tt he wei jian is cuter.

2006-11-12T17:05:00.000+08:00

i feel proud of myself. cos i finished stem cells tut n 4 out of 5 qn of small angle approx tut!!! do u feel proud of me? hahas. i purposely left out the last qn cos it's super long, n i shall leave it till the day when i feel like torturing myself wif maths again. then, i will finish tt bloody qn.

n wth. there's a report to do for bio. on stem cells n the pros/cons of tis new technology. seriously, if i can, i will write in my report that since u all wan to use tis technology, jus go ahead la. y study all the moral issues n wad not. such a waste of time, thou i hav a lot to spare. hahas. so i've decided to leave tis really super redundant piece of holiday assignment till the very last min. then, i will start panicking n do it.

anw, went blog-hopping jus now. read tis blog belonging to a fren of a fren of mine. hahas. din noe tt he's so chim. talking abt life n death so seriously. ehh, val. actually it's ur fren la. hahas. i tink u noe who i'm refering to right?

2006-11-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

arghh. tired. cos i hav been working for 4 consecutive days alr. hahas. working towards my mp3 player. so now, i'm thinking. shd i settle wif zen nano plus, the cheaper but not so zai one? or shd i buy zen v or zen v plus. very zai but a bit ex, yet within my budget of 200 bucks.

anw, i've decided to start doing my hw tmr. like tmr!!! cos they r like lying ard in my room for many days alr.

bored. y u all din update ur blogs? hahas. SUZY, do u miss me? ehh ppl, let's go out again lehh. movie, eat, shop, study. i'm very very free. hahas. not really actually. but in a way, yes.

then again, i tink tt i'm doing the right thing. but sometimes, i feel guilty thou. other times, i jus feel tired.

2006-11-09T11:30:00.000+08:00

pw is finally finally OVER.

arghh. the most hated subject of mine. even bio is a lot better.

but actually, i dun hav anything much to update abt. seriously.

i'm jus waiting for tis month's TEENS and TEENAGE to come out. n waiting for my computer's sound system to recover.

but i feel tt i'm an escapist. a wonderfully bad escapist. cos when tt qn pops out, i'll always be at a loss of words of how to answer the qn.

but then again, i still feel happy cos pw is out of my life.

but hw, arghh. i jus can't force myself to start doing them.

2006-11-07T11:15:00.000+08:00

i feel punk-ed. cos somebody hacked into my blogger acc.

tis professional stalker. hahas. actually tis hacker isn't tt professional at all. cos i had to like give her really a lot a lot of tips before light finally dawned on her n she finally get the correct password.

so near, yet so far.

so now, if u see weird entries coming up, u'll noe tt it isn't me.

it's SUZY.

2006-11-06T14:06:00.000+08:00

hiehie! im the temporary blogger assigned by liying : )

anyone who wants to guess her password and hack into her account, pleasee take into account her.. simply put, stupidity and diao-ness. KAIYUN. wo chai dao le. : )

2006-11-04T12:26:00.000+08:00

i seriously hate my computer. cos now it refuses to let out even a squeak. no sound, no music, no songs .. arghh. so now wad i can do is to keep my fingers crossed n hope tt it will recover by itself miraculously soon.

anw, i jus vacuum-ed my room. n i realised tt me n my sis hav a very serious hair problem. cos our room is jus so hairy. not literally of cos. but there r really clumps of hair everywhere. hahas. but now our room is hair-less alr. thou i noe tt in a few more days, it will resume it original state.

n i'm hungry.

anw, i jus love chit-chating wif my sis at nite. we will talk really loudly such tt my irritated father will cum into our room n ask us to sleep n stop talking. n we will talk abt everything, from why my mother always cooks the same dinner every night, to her work at yoshi, to why my dog looks so retarded, to how irritating n show-off her fren is. hahas.

maybe i shd start on my hw n holiday revision. as mrs kong puts it, holidays is the time for us to consolidate our j1 work. so the day before ytd, i told myself i will start ytd. ytd, i told myself i would start today. n now i tell myself i will start later. arghh. i'm hopelessly lazy. i bet i can't even write properly wif a pen right now la. hahas.

2006-11-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

i feel fat.

so tt's why i did 31 push-ups, 30 jumping jacks n 20 sit-ups.

after all tis, i still feel fat. hahas.

cos i ate a lot today. n i realise, i always eat a lot when i feel bored. n i jus finished one tub of chocolate ice-cream. but of cos it's a small tub=)

so anw, i've learnt a very impt lesson today.

tt greed will always result in the downfall of mankind. i learnt tis very impt lesson after an hour of pacman. cos i will always let greed get the better of me n die under the hands of those irritating ghosts.

the thing is, i hate tt game cos it will make me very irritated n frustrated. but the irony is, i still cannot stop myself from starting the game over n over again even after i die. hahas.

so u see, i'm really BORED to type one whole entry abt pacman. hahas.

PACMAN!!!

2006-11-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

my right arm's hurting. my right ankle too. hahas. all because of foosball. but foosball is really fun!! jus tt sometimes it can get really violent. wif me ard. hahas.

arghh. TIRED. wan to sleep.

anw, dry run today was bad. well, actually not exactly bad. but i tink ytd's dry run was better. hahas. ytd miss tan said i kept putting my left hand on my stomach. today i tried to overcome tis. but in the end i ended up shaking abt. cos i tink the atmosphere today was a little stressful. wif miss tan tekan-ing us really critically. especially my poor honn. hor ... stacy damn bad rite.

hahas. n my sis is now working at yoshi at j8. i have to admit. she looks really cute in the yoshi uniform. as in really really cute. no sarcarsm intended. cos everything on her looks oversized. her shirt, her pants, even her bag. so funny. her pants is like u can literally pull it down one la. one day i shall go down n ka jiao her. hee hee. so ppl, if u happen to pass by j8 yoshi n see a really short girl with oversized uniform, u shd noe tt it's my sis. =)

2006-10-30T16:59:00.000+08:00

second post of the day.

i'm so damn damn damn proud of myself. cos isn't tis blogskin jus .... nice? hahas. =) yeah.

2006-10-30T15:31:00.000+08:00

today's the first official day of our hols. n i feel ..... bored. BORED. i wan to watch GONG ye man wang fei. i wan to watch chong shang yun xiao. i wan to watch liao zai.

ok. i admit. i can't do without tv.

anw, tmr's my dry run. n i haven practise yet. mus rmb to speak louder. relax n dun be so nervous. n refer to cue cards when i need them. freak. i jus hate pw.

after my addiction to tui hou, i'm now addicted to can fei. i jus loveeee sad songs.

i tink i need a new blogskin. dun u tink so? i shall go n change it after tis entry. YES.

so many things i wanna buy:
wallet
socks
pocket file
mirror
thick orange ear sticks
brown jacket
slippers
sneakers
tops
jeans
specs?
skirts?
mp3
watch?
bag?
fbt
bottoms
stickers

n the list goes on n on. hahas.

2006-10-28T15:22:00.000+08:00

i swear i swear i swear. tt i'm going to change tis stupid com soon. jus 2 days ago, it was pms-ing n refusing to start up. now, it's working as gd as new. n the thing is, i din do anything to it. din send it for repairs or anything. jus let it rest. hahas.

anw, i feel like i'm so damn slack tis 2 days. the only things i did was to eat, sleep n watch tv. n i really slept a lot. a lot a lot. dun noe y i felt so tired. jus take today for example. woke up at 9 am tis morning. n i slept again at 1.30 pm. so i jus lie down on my parents' bed in my parents' room. lying on my father's pillow. hugging my dog n my pillow. listening to 933. n sleep. sleep. n sleep.

end of skul term. time to get all nostalgic again.

first 3 months
spent some really memorable times in NYJC. met fun ppl. nice ppl. great og. small but great class. 0630. fun teachers. sherry, jie ying, chanel, rachel lee, sze ying, rachel ngiam, ling hui, yan see, shen ping, mervis, teng kiat, ye lin, ming jue, jia hui, yee sam, grace, gloria, flora n many many more.

n of cos the bus trips wif cally, xue ting n sherry to skul every morning. the soccer trainings we used to hav.

started.

rest of the yr
sadly enough, i've forgotten wad og i was from. n most the ppl in there. n some of the ogls as well. hahas. cos i was feeling very rebellious against NJ initially.

but things do get better as time passes. cos i got into a really nice class wif nice ppl. but sometimes i always wonder wad will happen if my appeal was successful. or if i took h2 econs instead of h1. in tt case, i tink i'll most probably get into S06. n would hav quited skul long ago like tc. cos tt class is really super smart n i'm pretty sure i'll feel damn left out there wif majority as first-intakers.

great frens. suk mun, kai yun, val, goh chern, monica, vanessa.

suk mun
thks for being in the same pw group wif me. cos i noe without u ard i can really die. die as in die, not die as in die. hahas. n thks for being so tactful tt day when i was feeling down. n thks for loving jay chou like me. n THKS for always ganging up wif the rest to bullu me. n thks for being my HON=)

kai yun
hahas. sorry tt i boxed u the other day. so sorry. anw, thks for being the mature one in our group, always there to giv some mature advice to us immature ppl. n thks for always bullying me. hahas.

val
thks for always creating scandals for everybody. cos i noe u only wan to entertain us. hahas. i wan to be in the same gp class as u next yr!!!!!!! not because i love u but u get wad i mean. hahas.

goh chern
thks for being the hyper one in our group. always telling lame jokes n everything. sorry tt i always din seem very happy during solaris events. hahas. i will try to be .. next yr.

monica
thks for always hiding ard corners to scare me out of my wits. cos tt always wake me up. hahas. n thks for being so slow n entertaining us wif ur lameness.

vanessa
i noe tt lots of unhappy things happened to u recently. thou i may not be able to help much, let me giv u the strength to carry on. hahas. cos wo shi shen.

ended.

2006-10-24T10:52:00.000+08:00

first this. then tt. then tt.

seriously, honestly, really. i dun noe wad to do.

continue?

arghh. jus let me get on wif my pw.